A wish I did not request was ‘Two great friends’
I did not know I needed them till I simply loved them
Tears they wiped and broken hearts they mended
Lucky I cherished them before my life ended.
A wish I did not regret was desiring.
Desiring to be loved by them.
Some wishes I was granted, others denied.
Yet, confusing, to them how happily and evetually I became a gem.
Then came a wish, I wish never happened.
A humiliating deed, An emabarassing story.
The purity of my innocent li’l heart blackened. Perhaps,
It was black already. I do not know. I was sorry.
I felt sad, offended and disappointed.
For I had done something I never do.
My friends were more sad, more offended and more disappointed
For they knew I did something I never tend to do.
And now, I feel most sad, most offended and most disappointed.
I cried myself to sleep saying,
I did not want to do it,I did not want to do it.
Stupid, Stupid Me.